Something I am afraid of? That is a hard one. There is nothing that I am super afraid of in the sense of something like spiders, snakes, etc. I don't like spiders, snakes, and such- but I am not "afraid" of them. Honestly, I think my biggest fears are those of not being able to be a good mother and wife. I am afraid of things going wrong....I think that is my biggest fear. I suppose I suffer some anxiety. I always play out every possible scenario of what could go wrong and plan accordingly. Even before I had a child, I had a mini first aid kit in my purse complete with heartburn and pain medicine, neosporin, bandaids, and more. I plan MONTHS in advance as much as possible for trips.
This fear has kind of been brought to a head. It was decided just a few weeks ago that we are heading to California at the end of the month. Partially for Mike's work, and then Grayson and I are tagging along. Please keep in mind, I am already planning our trip to California in October...so planning this on such short notice is really hard on me.
So, yes, my fear is something going wrong and I am not prepared. I guess there could be worse fears.
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